When will I learn the lesson that I am fine? When will it dawn on me that I've been fine this entire time? This week was a cheese grater against my silk hands. My job made me callous. I wonder when I'll get my fluidity and curiosity back. Most of my days there, I'd sort of wander aimless and senseless. With the feeling that I wasn't contributing to anything bigger than myself, really. A woman like me has to contribute to everything around her. I've got to make the environment around me enhanced in any way I'm able. I don't know if I am even here, otherwise.
current form
Sunday, December 11, 2022
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
In it and Awake
I want to remember today forever. I want to document every feeling I have as I drive home. Today my color was red and red is not usually my...
-
In the vibrant yellow of a butterfly's wing, there is summer. I am young. I am hungry. Each day feels necessary. Alex G's new al...
-
August used to be a sore thumb on the list of months for me. That was long ago. Certainly, before I moved to the Pacific Northwest and ...
-
Planes are the best place to finish a book. You are above the human world, engine noises buzzing and humming, and best of all- everyone...